“It’s been a while, have you missed me” he said. It was never a pleasant visit from him. Some people can be called sadists but that didn’t come close to describing him. He thrived on the pain he caused, crashing around inside my head destroying everything that I believed in and trusted. He was in it for the long game. Day after day like clockwork, assaulting my world turning everything black. Draining the color from my eyes. Fighting back has become almost to much to bare. Sometimes I think it would be easier to let him win and just accept defeat, accept his truths and just give in and take a ride with my dark friend….